Week 9 labour ward

I'm in labour ward this week, very boring...not boring la just quite free, and interesting also^^Free i think it's bcoz we can't do anything but just look only,hehe,coz only the midwife are pro enough to do alll d procedure

Now i know, during labour, it's the contraction that is killing the mummy coz it's the most painful part during the whole process, compare to the time when mummy is pushing ..as well as during the episiotomy , i can see the mummy expressionless face like no pain at all de, while the DR is busy cutting and stitching the bloody flesh....labour ward is more or less like murder ward ,coz the floor and surrounding are like all splashed with blood, haha!

so if i were going to be the mommy,what i would choose is..i would take epidural analgesia first when the contraction start, then i no need to suffer the deadly pain,hehe...then when the baby's coming out,of cuz i wont feel that much pain coz the epidural makes the lower part numb...and the episiotomy wouldn't be that pain coz Dr will inject analgesia also de, so the whole labour process we no need to suffer those deadly pain right? so women out there,it's better to take epidural analgesia since it wont have severe side effects n also wont cause harm to the baby wad, somemore why lar we need to go and suffer the pain? hehe

pity some mommy was struggling helplessly during the pain ,but some seems to be very calm ei,maybe they got too much experience and are use to it liao?got one mommy who was struggling due to pain,their first child,and the husband was so impatient comforting her and worried n he ask me:" is it all the husband also like me when their wife is goin to deliver ar?? aiyor how lar??" hehe, i say of cuz lar, first time experience is like that lor.....noe wad ,i found out that all the husband will only stay beside the mommy when baby's goin to come out :they don't dare to see ??haha

i also get to see the Cesarean section in OT, the Dr and OT staff was chatting there while cutting the uterus area and getting the baby & placenta out,...just like a chef cutting a slice of meat,hehe.. they are use to it dy, the mommy was conscious but she was covered by a big cloth, coz scared later she will struggle when she sees what Dr is doing..


It was nice to get to see how human in this world are actually born, i wonder when those olden days, most of the people have eight to ten or more child,... yet during those time still don't have any analgesia to cure birth pain....but i think those with the first and sec child birth will be difficult a bit, then after that it will be a lot lot easier dy!


one more week to go and my practical for semester 3 is officially over ! :D :D

week 8 @ nursery

Today is the last day i'm posting in nursery dy,
Compare to other wards, nursery is such a tension free place to work at
as we get to see those chubby ,cute & lovely lil newborn babies
i just love to cuddle those babies ♥.♥
they are like a little puppy for us to play at, haha
of coz i'm not that cruel till treat those babies like a doll la
I love babies ♥♥
but i hate it when they cry !


welcome new lease of life to our world ^^



baby put under photolight coz of jaundice


the chubby one ,i like to picit her cheek,haha



yo i hope i can sleep as peacefully like u lo


this baby has been here for 2 months dy coz was born immature, & was discharged yesterday, felt happy for him & hope he'll stay healthy along his journey to his new lease of life, gonna miss you yea~~



the chubby one..



my working partner hui lynn, know wad? the baby was trying to find for her nipple instead of sucking the bottle at first, ahaha!

Meeting up

Today i'm off day, so yesterday after my morning shift straight away i went to KL central to meet up with my grandparents, both of them are just so nice they took a taxi all the way from my aunt's house just to pick me up,....coz in my life i still never met any one that will treat me as a person that is so special to them,so i really appreciate & love my grandparents and my loving aunty....

Aunt was still working when we arrive at her condo, in btw, had a heart to heart talk to grandma and i feel very nice to have someone to share feelings and talk to,grandma use to check and see our luck at the temple every year wan,and she told me that this year shall be an unlucky year for the horse and said that she has prayed for me dy, thx very much to her:):)....i wonder, why is it grandma are just so humble and knows how to comfort, lecture ppl without hurting others feeling's, and is always treating other's fairly ,and yet her next generation is just so assertive, unfair and always hurt ppl's feelings...?anyway i have to say that those who are english educated has different thinking compare to us who are chinese educated lo ,....and those who are pampered are just too arrogant?

Had Cantonese Yee Mee for my dinner at station one cafe with grandparents last night,hmm nothing special actually, and the price is also as usual six to seven ringgit lor, then when my aunt came back she ask :"why lar go and choose so lao yar with those tasteless food de place to eat!! Haha, we don't know ma, at least we try once liao lar...

Slept overnight at aunt's place and the next morning had fish porridge for our breakfast.Grandpa cook wan...a lot of garlic so of coz it's very delicious^^then for our lunch, we had fish,donno what's the name lar,i don't know how to differentiate fish name de,haha =.= & prawns..from hokkien translate to english is called "big head fish",which the last time i had was on CNY,four months didnt eat prawns dy ,and of cuz each time must have wan ~vegetables,all homemade and brought from kuching ,cross over the china sea by air asia plane, all the way to kuala lumpur and cook by both my grandparents wan, it's just super delicious!:o

Though i only get to spend one day with them coz tomorrow i'm afternoon shift ,suppose to be family day on a sunday and i'm working =.= well, that's how a nurse life is and we have to accept it lo...

Just feel great today to get to see grandpa, grandma and aunty... longing for the next time^^

She's your wife......
She's your daughter.....
She's your sister.....

I know it's just not right to voice out..to you
and yet u are forcing me to talk out my pbl..

I just couldn't..

I do hope that i can voice out my feelings and that u would understand one day.....

期待

没像之前那么期待了

一个人的生活

虽然很寂寞
虽然缺少了爱
虽然生活没像中学那样美好
虽然少了他人的支持
虽然偶尔感到脆弱些

我习惯了

毕竟那就是上帝赋予我的

当然也不会忘记那属我的出身之地
我爱它

stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...
stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...
stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...
stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...
stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...
stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...
stressed...stressed...stressed....stressed...




u always tell me that i am by myself and don't rely on anyone else
that is very true of u coz i'm now 20 already
yet till now i still can't live without your nagging...
bcoz of jealousy ,money & haltredness?
..that one i can see

just ain't worth it to respect people that do not respect me