Jealousy plagues relationship

I don't understand,why do i have to face this kind of unfortunate things in my life?compare to others i mean?Jealousy really plagues relationship.I work hard for it,i have my own plan,i didn't ask for more.......and so what??!Your words always implies everything.I may always keep quiet,but i'm not deaf, and i'm not stupid! Perhaps that teaches me to understand more on how human being will feel when face with all those situation?

Back again....

I'm going back to KL today,haizz....

things to remind myself:
*holiday is over,it's that time again to go on with your usual busy life

*no more facebook,college has already blocked it,face it,so find something to do that won't let you feel sleepy

*concentrate on your coming exams,and the crosses that need to be obtained,let them get first if they wanna fight for it,you will get it in the end,in between, do practice on all those procedures

*shopping and have some leisure,but not too much!

*don't be so mindful about what others say about you,forget it and be positive!

*keep fit and be healthy,exercise!

*hey there,another 3 more months and you will be back....but don't look forward to it too early!


Cheers ^_^

为什么？

虽然已不在同一间学校了
但同样都是住在古晋
已经超过六年了，
为什么。。
我们都不成碰面过？
我是住在古晋吗？

虽然我和谁。。
都可以做朋友
但之间的感情并没有那么亲近，
为什么。。
虽然已很多年了，
你们的名字我还记得一清二楚，
而我的名字在你们脑海里。。
却是很模糊的？

是我太过于重视友情？
是因为我常回忆过去？
是因为我太过管事？
是因为我常常不甘心，
不甘愿把令自己生气的事给忘掉？

“好是坏事，过去的就让它过去，往前看吧 ”
虽然这是我的主张，
不过。。
我只能够不去想
我不能忘记

改变

每天早上
当我望出窗外，
看见你俩在晒衣服。。
那不是
我的任务吗？

每天旁晚
看见你煮饭
叫老弟
把饭喂小猫小狗，
那不是
我的任务吗？

每天下午
看见你把晒着的衣服收进来。。
折衣服。。
那不是
我的任务吗？

曾经
这些任务
不是
等待着我来做的吗？

我不习惯。。。

你们最近
都变得很客气
的对待我。。
也许你们会说。。
我变了
不过我能肯定。。
内在的我并没改变
是你们。。
了解我了

课业方面，
我现在已进入护理系第一年第二学期了,
在学院上课，
及在医院实习的生活
我适应了吗？
每天回宿舍后
煮东西给自己吃
这种孤独的生活
一天过一天。。
我习惯了吗？

常听身边朋友说，
"i'm stressed..."
我回答：会么？
我心想
你们要求太高了。。
我只要求成绩能够看就好。。
反正最后我还是和你一样：一位 staff nurse
。。为何要把压力放在自己身上呢？
也有人说我很stressful...
因为无可否认，
我不知瘦了几公斤
我上网查有关"stress"的文章
那些症状：失眠，紧张，头痛。。。
我都没有啊。。。

2009年。。。
课业，生活，环境，朋友。。
一切都改变了
我不要求什么
只希望。。
明天会更好

These days...

Today just finished my A&P exam,so happy that assignment done ,exam done,and the most important: holiday is coming!I'm going back to Kuching on Sunday,so starting from tomorrow after class,i'll be going out to enjoy myself!Like i'm a malay going to cekebrate Hari Raya,hehe!

Just recently,our college blocked all the entertainment websites!no more facebook, you tube(that's where i always surf) ,msn and others,only can google search,read blogs,blogging,read the Star news.....

Now the only entertainment here also gone already,what am i going to do har??They expect us to study everyday,sure will become psycho one!i don't want to be a psycho nurse!But luckily got this network called eBuddy,i still can msn through my handphone though

Oh ya,just receive message from our tutor that Deepavali got four days off for us!Want to go back?but ticket is expensive wo...then stay here want go where??still early la,can plan later.....