I'm like this

I admit that i'm a quiet type that doesn't talk much, that's because i'm being trained to "listen without arguing" since young, & that taught me to be more persevere whenever there's obstacles throughout my life, well that's good for me in terms of discipline, however it does hurt my feelings sometimes.

I always heard people around me complaining over small things, for like example a group member of her isn't doing her work, then she will reveal her angers till the whole class also know, to the extend till she even posted her words of anger in the facebook, well maybe that's her way of comforting herself though.In my heart i always has this thought :why is it people can always express their anger & fight for their rights, & of cuz that would make their life wonderful right?as for me, why is it i always have to listen to them only,why can't i speak for my rights? & whenever i speak u would criticize me by saying my opinion is just so stupid, oh well since u are always right then i will keep quiet then, & why is it you people never apologize to me, u were in charge of the booklet,u know u missed out my name in the assignment book & that almost failed me if it wasn't i who went to convince the tutor,& there wasn't even a word of sorry,what will u feel if u were me??If i were u i would apologize immediately without hesitation, i wouldn't want to hurt others feeling regardless of how they have hurt me before. ......i never complain about these even though this happens to me tons of times already & i believe u all will sure speak out loud & fight with that person..or whatever la.Anyway FYI i'm from an assertive family and i wouldn't want to deal with those who always want to win over their rights, as long as you don't ruin my life to THAT EXTEND.

Ok lah i will persevere, i will be strong & i will try to sort things out right, life's like that

It's holiday season :D

Yay exams finish , OSCE done, & semester 3 ACCOMPLISHED dy!! :D:D How was my OSCE yesterday? I know i didn't do it very well & i just hope for at least a "pass" ,so well let it be the past & enjoy the coming holidays k! but auwww... results is coming out on next wednesday, wait for me to be nervous on that day,haha. Anyway i hope i WILL BE satisfied with my result,though expect my pointer to drop la... but still must hope for the best :)

I'm going back to my hometown Kuching this Saturday :)Is it true that Air Asia this time only allow maximum handcarried baggage weight 7kg only ar?? Last time they only allow 8 kg i already wanna complain liao ei now even worse =.= Why so ngiau ci ki?? tats not the way to earn money lar...though i never gonna check in my luggage ,including this time also, i pack dy & i also dunno what should i bring back actually ar?? ya going back is not a problem but coming back will be a big problem coz my luggage will usually be loaded with those junk stuff!

exam finish, why am i going to class again? coz just now we're doing our clinical & classroom evaluation, then later dunno got what CPR video....then tomorrow two periods of CPR lessons with Ms CB, i wonder why just one CPR demonstration need more than six hours ar?? coz they just wanna keep us in the classroom & prevent us from going back, like we are a prisoners like tat....but it's true also i wouldn't deny that i'm staying in this so called "jail" & i'm going to be bailed out coz i'm going back kuching dy, haha...kidding only la, i wouldn't have a place to sleep if it wasn't for this hostel, although it's terrible chin =.= Anyway tomorrow after 4pm then i will be free like a bird & i'm gonna go for my shopping spree :D:D

Can't believe that there's only one and a half year left , then i will be a staff nurse dy o: I feel like i'm still a new intake student who is still blur blur like that , & like i'm totally not ready yet !...anyway it's still too early to talk bout this ,.... but actually time "flies" wan wor...hahaha whatever lah, may i gain more experience throughout my remaining years :)

Im bored

Yeah exam finish dy, but still left OSCE on next week, then i'm going for my semester break :D :D

I've just spring cleaned my room just now, that's what i always do after exam & also before going back to my hometown, coz i want to get rid and clear up all those notes!..also it shows that i'm going to have a new start for sem 4 :) i feel refresh when i see my table are free from notes, & only a laptop and all those hair care stuff plus those jewelery thingy ,though i seldom makeup one



I feel very empty after exam ei, in other words i'm very boring, though last week i was very busy with my exam...but of coz i would rather boring then having my head stuck on exam :) Tomorow and tomorrow and tomorrow,got no class,i was thinking what should i do? should i go out? I salute those who can watch movies for the whole day one, coz i really cannot , will feel very sien ar.....yea i'm going to gym every evening, must start to diet dy coz i'm going back Kuching next Sat, and that means growing fat!

what i'm going to do this time i go back

-renew my IC , now only i know IC has to be renewed every six years =.=

-renew passport, i must go to Singapore next semester, must go and find old buddies, can't wait :)

& i'm going to be a tour guide for my classmates su faye and pei ching, two tourist from Kuala Lumpur...actually should say i'll be the driver, xin pei be the tour guide haha...although i've grown up and live there for nineteen years dy, i don't think i'm that familiar to kuching, do u believe if i say i've never been to india street before? but at least i know where's india street la, ..... anyway that won't be a surprise for people like me who seldom go out wan i guess =.=

My sweet house where i've lived for eighteen years has just been renovated & is waiting for me to go back :D:D

need a break

Aiyor, i'm suffering from headache coz of studying, somemore sweating plus plus coz of this awful hostel, so of cuz i can't concentrate much =.=

I'm suffering from hypoxia..tachycardia, diaphoresis, lack of motivation....

can someone do those nursing care plan for me ar??

I slack most of the time instead of studying i think =.=

Next week exam ,must pia chek dy!

I wanna do my best for this exam..

though i know that my pointer will drop this time...

don't ask me why la...coz we cannot always remain at the highest point de wad??

somemore this sem is more difficult, so sure will drop de...

wad to do la?

Anyway may god bless me in my exam next week :)

Gonna study now...

Has to remind myself: no junkfood please!